miss you so much, till i dont feel it anymore. like.. an intrinsic feeling that has found its roots in every part of me. and i feel terrible when i trigger it, although i tried my best to keep myself busy all the time. im so happy and contented after finishing my exam and lab reports this week. it's so worth celebrating and i wish you were here, because all the while i worked so hard so that i can have quality time with you. but all these seems... argh i dont know. im getting mad. crazy. losing my mind. frucked up.